will she fuck him tonight?

This open relationship was a lot more enjoyable when I was the one having some fun. I managed to go out, have some sexual fun; actually some damn good sexual fun without developing feelings for the guy. I've always been good at compartmentalizing and knew that my fuck buddy was just that; a buddy to fuck with. She on the other hand, has had feelings for her 'friend' for a while now and it's reciprocated on his end.

They've made out and I'm sure if they could they'd go all the way. I can't stop her. I can't be a hypocrite and say don't sleep with him when I slept with my FWB twice. The thing that I can't get past is the fact that she has feelings for the dude. She's one to go on emotion and I'm scared if they do anything she'll not be able to stop from falling for him.

They're going out tonight. To a park with a bottle of wine. I plan to get shit faced alone while they're getting tipsy and who knows what else. Fuck. be careful what you wish for, I guess.

He'll be here for her in an hour. I wish I could fast-forward so I could have the place to myself. She knows I'm a tad bit jealous but don't dare let on how much it really sucks. I can fake it like an actor and will do so until I have to. I hope to get drunk enough to just pass out. The last thing I want to do is stay up all night wondering if they're fucking or not.