this sucks

Feeling a bit frustrated and upset that she's not at her best right now. We went out and hung with my family but now I'm alone having to wait for them to return only to go drop them off. I know it's stupid and pointless since the pain is keeping her down but at the same time it's not fair. She got to talk to S and vent but I didn't. I didn't get a chance to talk to anyone like I had envisioned today to be. I'm trying my hardest not to let her know how upset I am; that wouldn't solve anything. I hate that I'm the only one who drives. It falls on me to have to take them back home. She got to talk and got her needs met but I'm out here by myself suffering. Dammit. this sucks.