day 5 of new job

exhausted
stressed
tipsy
lost
irritable
tense
naked
worried
tired
disconnected
lonely
embarrassed
lacking

Buffy

Ok so first 2 days (3 really) of training are over and how am I feeling? Pretty good, actually. It's the type of job that is incredibly fast paced so I don't have time to mope and feel the blahs that were threatening to take over this morning. It's not exactly rocket science but then again I'm still in the honeymoon phase where we're still being coddled and such.

I still don't see myself there long term. I'm sticking to my TLAR plan

Think
Like
A
Republican

to get as much $$$ as I can out of it. I seriously don't want to be tied to a phone for life and although this isn't your typical customer service, it still is a phone job.

The cool thing about it though is that I'm in control and can see myself BS'ing with agents to get them to do what I need them to. I haven't had any shitty ones yet or any meltdowns but from what I've heard that will come in due time.

Funny thing is my sister told me about a position at her boyfriend's sister's law firm that I should apply to. I'll probably fax over my resume in a few days when I tweak it. I'd be stupid not to. I mean, I work for a temp agency and although the money is cool, I'd prefer a permanent job with benefits.

Amazing how benefits is so important in life the older you get. In today's environment though, a job with benefits is like hitting the lottery.

For now I'm thankful for what I have and although I'm happy, i'm still scared but have to keep plugging along. We deserve to be debt free and we want that freedom so bad we can taste it.

Onward I go; for I am Buffy, slayer of all that is evil in the world.

Blah

So officially it's my 2nd day of training today. Feeling blah. Don't like having to come in on a sunday but I guess I got to do what I have to. I wish I had a job withregular hours Instead. I want to be laying next to my hgirl. Gotta shake the blahs off and do my best.
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Working interview

Working interview starts today.by the end if today I'll know if I have a job or not. Eeek! A bit nervous but here goes nothing.
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